TITANS fullback William Zillman has revealed he battled confidence issues for the entire 2009 season and is only now starting to get his zip back.
The Gold Coast's major signing last year, Zillman struggled to live up to the hype as he fought his way back to first grade from two consecutive knee reconstructions.
He enjoyed consistent form, playing 22 of 26 games, but failed to produce the game-breaking performances that saw him rocket to the verge of NRL stardom at the Canberra Raiders.
"It was a bit of a mental thing," said 23-year-old Zillman, whose electric speed earned him the nickname Zip Zip at the Raiders.
"I did probably lack a bit of confidence.
"So it is good now that I have got a whole year of football under my belt and getting to play a lot of NRL.
"It has served me well because I feel like I can put that stage of my career behind me, all the injuries and those sorts of things, and move on.
"This year my knee is not on my mind at all."
The second year into a four-year Titans deal reported to be worth nearly $1 million, Zillman has always been seen by the club as part of their long-term plans.
After starting the season in Queensland Cup with a sizzling two-try performance for feeder club Ipswich, Zillman earned an NRL call up in Round 2 and has started at fullback in a re-shuffled backline since Round 4 following an injury to Scott Prince.
Zillman's revelation that his match-winning mojo is starting to return is sure to be welcome news for not only club officials but Titans fans.
"It is about taking my opportunities when they come," said Zillman, who was invited to the Queensland emerging Origin squad camp in January.
"Obviously it has been terrible for the team losing Princey, but it has given me my opportunity to play a few NRL games.
"Personally I just want to take those opportunities and try and cement a spot there."
Titans strength and conditioning coach Chris McLellan said there was nothing holding Zillman back physically, with nearly two years now passed since his last knee reconstruction.
"There is no doubt that he is one of the genuine speedsters in the club," said McLellan.
"He is the fourth fastest over 40m, behind Shannon Walker, Kevin Gordon and David Mead.
"His speed is there, now he just needs to find the space and he will be sweet."
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