Titans' golden boy loses lustre
Luke Turgeon
August 29th, 2008
HE was the Titans golden boy destined to set the rugby league world on fire this season.
But whiz kid Shannon Walker is the first to admit 2008 has been more fizzer than sizzler.
What started as a year filled with so much promise for the shy 20-year-old from the bush, has proved a steep learning curve in what it takes to play NRL footy.
Even he struggles to put a finger on exactly what went wrong.
How he went from being the next big thing to sitting on the bench for the Titans Toyota Cup side against Manly on Monday night.
"The year started off all right and then a few injuries kind of knocked me back a bit," said Walker.
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"Towards the back end of the year it has all kind of dropped, I lost my spirit or something, I don't know. I just wasn't getting into the game.
"Everything has been going really good outside of footy, I have been training well and preparing well for the games.
"But when I go to play the game, one little thing goes wrong and then my head just goes down and stays down. I don't know whether it is a mental thing or what."
To understand Walker's form this season, you must first comprehend the weight of expectation that burdens his 79kg frame.
Walker isn't just another talented young league prospect.
He has that something special.
He has the ability to break a game wide open whether he is 10m out from the opposition try line or buried deep in his own in-goal.
When Walker runs, it brings people to their feet, makes their hearts beat faster, because in the structured and predictable world of today's rugby league he remains a bright spark of spontaneity.
That is the reason why people love him. But it is also the reason people are so quick to criticise.
People now have expectations of Walker.
Sometimes those expectations are unrealistic. At times this year the pressure must have felt as though he was running around with lead-cast shoulder pads.
"I have copped it a fair bit but you have just got to take it on the chin," said Walker.
Twelve months ago, Walker was the toast of Queensland rugby league.
Type 'Shannon Walker' into YouTube and you can still watch his stunning 80m grand final try that took Tweed Heads to the Queensland Cup premiership.
He has proved he can perform in big games.
But to play the way Walker does, to do the things he did in that grand final, you also need confidence.
Unfortunately, his has taken a battering this season.
"At the start of the year I got the three trials in and then I thought I would probably get a good run this year and then that all didn't happen," he said.
"That probably knocked me back a bit as well.
"I will go home after the game and just sit there by myself and think 'what is going on.'
"For some reason it is all just not coming together.
"I have sat down with my missus and a few of my mates and my Mum and Dad to work out what it is, if it is something outside of footy. But there is nothing outside of footy that has affected me.
"I am loving footy and training, everything has been great. I think I just have to get it mentally.
"I am having fun and I train way better than I play.
"I prepare myself as well as I can but then I just get stressed out."
It is not just one thing that has affected Walker's form this season.
If it was a simple as that, you can bet he would have already side-stepped it in a flash. Rather, it is a combination of things.
There is an argument to be made that playing in the Toyota Cup under-20s competition has been detrimental to Walker's development.
Last year he had experienced campaigners like Tweed skipper Brad Davis directing him around the paddock and telling him what to do, giving advice on where to pop up, teaching him the finer points.
This season instead of just being able to focus on his own game, Walker has had the added responsibility of being one of the under-20s senior players.
Instead of simply capitalising on opportunities he has also had to create them.
"In Q Cup last year the boys were all older than me so I tended to get more direction off the older guys," he said.
"It is hard to teach boys when you are still learning. The (under-20s) boys expect more from us, because we are known as first graders to them.
"It has been hard for the few of us boys to come back from first grade to wear it. I have still got a fair way to go."
Heading into the year, everyone knew Walker was a raw talent. He was rough around the edges and still learning his craft.
Yet somehow, as soon as he pulled on a Titans jumper, all that seemed to be forgotten and people started plotting his inevitable rise to NRL superstardom. But the reality is he needs time.
He has the talent, now he just needs to learn how to use it at the elite level.
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